Decisions, decisions

So was wondering again today whether the timing really is right for this Mozambique thing. I feel pushed forward by this desire to escape and know that is not the right reason to go. I am called though right. I have next to me a teaching cd by a guy called Paul Milligan entitled "Doing whats in your hand." The blurb on the back says "In this teaching you will discover how doing what is in your hand will lead you to what is in your heart. Learn God's balance between your purpose and calling and how to avoid despising what's in your hand." Is that what I'm doing, despising whats in my hand? The fact is I been feeling disatisfied with my life here for quite a while now. I crave for something more. Purpose, creativity, fulfilment.
I will give the cd a go. Let you know how it gets on. Not sure that anyone even reads this....

Fluey - not of the swine variety

I feel rubbish. Headache, cough, sore throat. Went on the NHS website to fill out their swine flu questionairre (I'm not a Hypochondriac honestly!) I went for worst case scenario just to see what happened. When I checked the box that said I have a headache so bad I can't do any stuff the next page told me to dial 999 and call an ambulance straight away. I went back and changed my answer. (After all I my headaches not so bad I can't write this blog!) The best it could come up with was sinusitis. Fair enough. I may go to the doctors tomorrow if I still feel the same. Am 30 in two days!! Agggh!